"Past Treasures"

My mind ponders, as i think, and replay those 2 or 3 times we kissed. its like my mind is on repeat. meeting me at my house for the first time, we leave to have some fun. throwing balls, running through the aisles, joke and play throughout the store. as we came home our eyes made contact, the lust was just too great. we locked lips and kissed for the moment was perfect. as we kissed it felt like a 4th of july firework display. her cheeks glow, for the face of an angel stares back at me. sitting right next to me but still too far. for she was already taken, by a man who ignored her, cast her out of the circle of his own friends. not even attempting to introduce her. to keep her in his back pocket like a lost phone number to call upon whenever HE likes. and she was content with this unloving and frail relationship. this guy is so blind to see the real women he has. to touch feel and be one with. but he is too busy with his plans. now she has moved on to better people, but still she is not in my arms. it rips and rips at my soul to know that she is with another man. as i sit with this torment, to torture myself and wait for her to be with me. for now i support her in her new relationship, but still i want it for myself. every time we talk its like the first, so magical, so perfect. even when we talk about nothing. everytime i see her i stand speachless for no words can describe her beauty. the sinful flesh says to give up on her for it sees countless women each day. but the soul says to urge forth, to want this women for myself. for now i will wait till i get my chance to be with her...